All that could have been.

Itunes has told me that I have listened to this song at least, 360 times.. Thought I might share it with you, look it up, if you want to hear it :)

All that could have been - NIN

Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here

Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been

Gone.. fading..
Everything..
And..
All that..
Ccould have been..

Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me

Peace and understanding.

PS. I will tell you about my trip later.. in a dark mood right now.

Food.

Okay so I saw this thing on Fb, About 100 foods to eat before you die, basically it was a food list challenge.. it was predicted that only 20 or less items would be tried by the person who took this challenge. WELL now... CHALLENGE ACCEPTED!! But instead of just crossing off which I have tried and have not tried, I will also add if I liked them or not :P if ya'll interested. LETS START!!

1. Abalone - Yes. I use to eat this as a kid, just as cooked till tender.. Always loved it.
2. Absinthe - Yes. I specially love this in cocktails.
3. Alligator - No. There are no Alligators in Australia, but I would like to try.
4. Baba Ghanoush - Yes. I kinda like it, but I have to be in the mood for it.
5. Bagel & Lox - No. I am clueless to what it is.
6. Baklava - Yes. Ooh So good.
7. BBQ ribs - Yes. I love ribs, especially when my mother makes them.
8. Bellini - No. Don't want to try it.. I hate peaches.. Blegh.
9. Birds nest soup - Yes. I Looooove this soup, It is so good. I like it when I am sick.
10. Biscuits & Gravy - No. but I am going to try them in America.
11. Black pudding - No. It looks awful, but I will try it. It might be good.
12. Black Truffle - No. I desperately want to try Black Truffles...
13. Borscht - No. I like beetroot yes.. but this looks weird. I have mixed feelings.
14. Calamari - Yes. I Loooove squid.. no matter how you prepare them.
15. Carp - No. They are to pretty to eat..
16. Caviar - Yes. Only the cheap stuff, I would like to taste the real good caviar.
17. Cheese Fondue - No. I have been trying to find the right cheese to melt.
18. Chicken and Waffles - No. Eeewwwww..
19. Chicken tikka masala - No. Do not like.. 
20. Chile relleno - No. Looks really interesting.
21. Chitlins - No. Maybe if it didn't look so plain.
22. Churros - Yes. Oh I love these specially with chocolate.. Mmmm.
23. Clam chowder - No. I don't know, I like clams, I don't like chowder.
24. Cognac - Yes. Its nothing special.
25. Crab cakes - Yes. OM NOM NOM.
26. Crickets - No. I would like to, people say they taste real good.
27. Currywurst - No. Tempted.
28. Dandelion wine - No. Not a lover of wine.
29. Dulce de leche - No. Looks Sugary Mmmm.
30. Durians - No. I would like to try.
31. Eel - Yes. I usually have it as teriyaki eel or grilled eel, Very soft meat and nice.
32. Eggs benedict - Yes. Very rich, only eat them now and then.
33. Fish tacos - No. That just sounds nasty.
34. Foie Gras - No. Would like to try this.. Man I am a rich bitch.
35. Fresh spring rolls - Yes. I do like to make these very simple, seeing as I am very picky with vege.
36. Fried catfish - No. Never got around to it.
37. Fried green tomatoes - No. I like my tomatoes red, ripe and uncooked.
38. Fried plantian - No. I do not like banana like things.
39. Frito pie - Yes. Who doesn't like this? Basically nachos for crying out loud just with frito chips.
40. Frog's legs - No. Definately want to try.
41. Fugu - No. I don't want to die.
42. Funnel cake - No. It looks so good, will try in america.
43. Gazpacho - No. Need to go to spain, perhaps to find it.
44. Goat - Yes. It wasn't cooked very well, perhaps a second try.
45. Goat's milk - No. Never can find it when I try.
46. Goulash - No. Havn't gotten around to it.
47. Gumbo - No. Will try it in America, hopefully.
48. Haggis - No. But I have the balls to try it.
49. Head cheese - No. That shit looks nasty.
50. Heirloom tomatoes - No.
51. Honeycomb - Yes. Nice but soooo sweet after a while.
52. Hostess fruit pie - No. Never heard about it before this.
53. Huevos rancheros - No. Looks nice for breakfast.
54. Jerk chicken - No.
55. Kangaroo - Yes. I like it when it is actually cooked right, other then that.. it is pretty dry.
56. Key lime pie - No. But I wish..
57. Kobe beef - No. Desperate to try.
58. Lassi - No. My cousin makes this, but I have never tried it.
59. Lobster - Yes. My favourite shell fish.
60. Mimosa - Yes. Nothing special.
61. Moon pie - Yes. Once again, something that isn't too special tasting to me.
62. Morel mushrooms - No. Not a fan of mushrooms.
63. Nettle tea - No. Havn't got around to having this.
64. Octopus - Yes. I love eating little octopus, they are bite size yummy ness.
65. Oxtail soup - Yes. Oxtail is always so good.
66. Paella - Yes. Really do not like this dish.
67. Paneer - No. Looks so good tho.
68. Pastrami on rye - Yes. Do not like tho.. 
69. Pavlova - Yes. New zealanders makes the best..
70. Phaal - No. Never heard of this.
71. Philly cheese steak - No. Sounds like it is going to give me a heart attack.
72. Pho - Yes. very nice.
73. Pineapple & cottage cheese - No. It sounds odd.
74. Pistachio Ice cream - Yes. Bleeggh.
75. Po'boy - No. but it looks so goood.
76. Pocky - Yes. Who hasn't? It is yummy.
77. Polenta - Yes. And it is Icky..
78. Prickly pear - No. I don't like pears to begin with.
79. Rabbit stew - No. I have a rule, I don't eat anything that has cute babies.
80. Raw oysters - Yes. I Love oysters and there is only one way to eat em.. Tabasco and raw.
81. Root beer float - Yes. Do not like root beer or floats tho.
82. S'mores - Yes. I have made my own, they are okay.
83. Sauerkraut - No. Looks interesting.
84. Sea urchin - No. But I would really love to try it.
85. Shark - Yes. Sadly I have tried it, will not eat it again out of Moral.
86. Snarls - Yes. Garlic snails are so delish.
87. Snake - No. Erm... boney.
88. Soft shell crab - Yes. I kinda like it.
89. Som tam - No.
90. Spatzle - No. Weird.
91. Spam - Yes. Never again.
92. Squirrels - No. Its babies are too cute.. so therefore will never eat it.
93. Steak tartare - No. I would like to try it.
94. Sweet potato fries - Yes. Tasty and sweet.
95. Sweetbreads - No. My stomach will think about it.
96. Tom yum - Yes. Very nice, good for winter nomming.
97. Umeboshi - No. They look sweet and tasty.
98. Venison - Yes. Not a fan.
99. Wasabi peas - No. Too hot for me.
100. Zucchini Flower - No. I would like to taste it fried.

Well would you look at that.. 39 unless I counted wrong? hehehe if I have counted wrong. Let me know. Peace and understanding.

Things I want to do.

1. Be a food critic.
2. Live in canada.
3. Live in Japan.
4. Have a fairytale wedding.
5. Learn many recipes.
6. Be in two states at once.
7. Be into to countries at once.
8. Have a nice house.
9. Take better care of my skin.
10. Learn to apply makeup better.
11. Travel to every country.
12. Taste every type of food.
13. Use every type of ingredient.
14. Make a YouTube videos about it.
15. Meet Alton brown.
16. Hug Hugh jackman.
17. Go to every Disneyland.
18. Meet the queen.
19. Tour scandinavia like as a Viking.
20. Be kissed in a down pour.